“This is for Caylen,” I tell myself again as I scrutinize my reflection in the mirror, of the Scott’s bathroom.

“I can do this.” I tell myself for the millionth time, exhaling a cleansing breath. I’m at the beginning of a match that I haven’t trained for or expected. Now I feel like I’ve been transported back through time, and it’s all a game again. I thought I’d grown, that he couldn’t make me feel like this anymore. I’m confused, I’m angry, and a sense of guilt is creeping over me. For two years, I imagined what this would be like. H ow the fuck did I end up here? It’s the same question I’ve asked myself a thousand times. Thank you for respecting the hard work of this author. If you’re reading this book and did not purchase it, or it was not purchased for your use only, then please return to an authorized retailer and purchase your own copy. If you would like to share this book with another person, please purchase an additional copy for each recipient. This ebook may not be re-sold or given away to other people. This ebook is licensed for your personal enjoyment only. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or actual events is purely coincidental. Names, characters, businesses, places, events and incidents are either the products of the author’s imagination or used in a fictitious manner. This book or any portion thereof may not be reproduced or used in any manner whatsoever without the express written permission of the author except for the use of brief quotations in a book review.

Beautifully broken by portia moore